Mmmm…I have had so much down time from an unforeseen or would that be unexpected illness that today I wanted to go window shopping! Maybe look at yarn, or hit the thrift store and check out the goodies labeled as one’s man trash, another man’s treasure! I pulled in to the thrift store parking lot knowing I had ten dollars and as I reached for my car door handle I was put under conviction.
Mmmm…what if you need this money to serve someone with today? It’s only ten in the morning you still have a lot of day time hours to go! Mmm…I only have 6.93 in my checking account, mmm… it sure is a lot of mmm…’s today. Maybe I shouldn’t go in there? I don’t really need anything, I do love to look for Bibles and christian books but I have way too many of both!
So I put my seat belt back on and head for home! My money isn’t really my money! I know that! It is God’s money, He provides for all my needs and when I need money He really comes through with flying colors! I must confess I don’t like it when He waits till the last minute but I’m getting used to that! (Yes, I know its all in His timing!)
I am a caregiver to two loved ones and I don’t have a paying job. My husband’s job was eliminated over a year ago but thank heavens, whoops, thank God they did not let him go just demoted him and down, down, down went his paycheck! Then up, up, up went the prayers! God knows I can’t get a paying job I need to drive my son who uses a wheelchair to grad school and I am caring for my mother several times a day at the nursing home. So God is fully aware of my needs driving a big van that sucks gas through two straws!
So today I did not window shop anywhere! I kept my ten dollars and mmm…I used it to help someone! So there! Late this afternoon there was a need of food and I took care of it! (not bragging just excited I had the money to do it) The best part is I still have 6.93 in the bank! Who knows! Someone might be hungry tomorrow and I can afford to buy something for them! Bread? Milk? I’m ready! Are you?
Thanks for the prayers and thanks for listening!
Sharon
Written
on December 31, 2013